life is not that good for me recently and i don wanna talk abt it cos its too long winded and i hate it whenever i think back of what has happened and i seriously feels that its not my fault and these fuckers still can claims its my bloody fault.... my god... they are damn childish and i wonder if i were to proceed with what i intend to to will it affect their daily life and work.... how i wish that it will happen to them on the coming lawsuits against these fuckers and i cant wait too see their faces turn into a coward assholes.... hahahaha.... call me black hearted person but this is just me being honest and hope that they remember me for life cos they are seriously asking for trouble to knock on their door and make their balls shrink like minced meat ^ ^...
well, besides such things, work is also another factor that really draining me badly as im doing a sideline business and looking for a outside job to earn more income cos i wanna have a stable financial backup for my future use and im hoping to fly to HK by end year cos i wanna go out of Singapore to relax and ease away all my woes and worries in my mind for the time being and i definitely wanna make it come true and hoping that things will change for the better and of course, a smooth sail for me as i hate being stuck in such life thats making me damn fucked up world.... like i mentioned before, i wanna have someone to keep me sane in this crazy world and with no big worries in my life =)
somehow its too dreamy that to say such things cos we have to be realistic and not to get to carried away.... cos the things that is changing in our lives is damn rapidly and we have to be alert to adapt to changes and not to mull over it as there's a saying," don cry over spill milk". i guess im going through this stage in my life and its not easy cos there are many obstacles waiting for me to go through and to determine me as what kinda of person i am cos i really dunno what kinda person i am... i can be very nice like a angel and being a sacastic arse with a snoobish brains that speaks without thinking.... if a person wanna test your limits, don be stupid and childish to take up the challenge cos its damn retarded to be in such happenings....
i hate thinking too much stuff and somehow its driving me bonkers and i suppose with besties like glenn, madeleine and jasmine are always here for me whenever i need someone to talk to =) its a good thing i have them or else im like a bloody granny with tons of endless complains.....=.= well, i think i need to relax a little and be happy... but there's one thing i cant always think through : LTR.... it sounds silly but who doesnt likes to be love?? hahha... shall stop here then... tired and sleepy.... nitez peeps~
