The past few days was like hell also... couldnt eat much but only wanting to drink more soup and more soup.... that was what i can generally thought of... and i felt a lil dehydrated too cos my mouth is always thirsty.... hate fever so much that i nv took any medicine at all... and thats when probs starts to come in and i really dunno how to settle all these f**king shit.... curse all those people who made so much probs to me (generally those ppl who read don wory its not saying abt you cos its the people who are so stupid that they don even know i can vent my anger on blogging.) somehow im not priding myself for being a snobbish and smartass person but it generally lets u have a better way to vent your anger out:) life was not as good and smooth for me cos lotsa set backs and obstacles im facing right now cos there are times i feel like to give up and don do anything but somehow with people from my office that i've spoke to before, i generally feels that there is still a ray of hope for me to work hard... is it bcos of personal problems or just my emotional inner probs that causes me to be so stress up or both? i really don know cos theres too many things on my mind, let's see: work, personal financial freedom, resolving trust issues, my past and hoping that time will fly faster and i will be free. but there's always a thing called "history repeat itself for a reason", and thats the most f**king hated thing i would ever wanna see in my life again.
But there are some assholes out there who just love to make other peoples life miserable but grow up ppl! if its not your fucking business and you are just trying to create trouble, then go home and suck your mama's tits or else just to to a tall level building and jump down, best of the best idea =) call me a sadist or whatever name u can think off but im just like that: a bitchy mouth who shoot straight things out of mouth without thinking will it hurt others cos others don care abt what i feel. this is what i called revenge is sweet.
I think i shall pen off from here and the reason is bcos im not in a very good mood.
The thinker
